short

I see you near my hand... I wanna take yours and show you there's no reason for being worried...
just you, me and our hearts beating in compound with the rain...

myself

I have long memories of you in between my arms, so helpless and at the same time, so strong, like if you could protect me... If you were my protection, how can I protect myself from you?
Only keeping you in a wise distance... wise but painful.
Go away, let me be me... with you I don't feel like been myself anymore

I kind of think that my dream was so strong that it scaped from my head, and get into you... but now its gone... maybe in my mind again... you are you, but not my dream now...

angry

So... back right here... I cannot get a pain in my thies away... I feel kinda empty right now, like if I am waiting for something to go wrong... to yell at someone... I don't know... I don't like to shout out to people... but its like something to get out of my gut...
I think I'm pissed off... and they think Its just a phase... but I've changed, I feel better with myself, so sad they want to have a frikin carpet...

hey there

I created this blog, because I have a hell of a lot more, but none of them in English, and I cannot explain why, but a part of my sick little brain thinks in English all the time... so I would like to post those things here...

for a start... what can I say?... just I feel sometimes like a split person... in a lot of people, or personalities... and not all of them get along very well... so maybe you would read some confusing stuff around here...

That's all for now... read ya later...